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Promise You Won't Scream

by Madilyn Mei

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1.
Pumpkin head Flower bed Just a gourd in a garden What I’d give For my own Flesh and bone For a day Silly dreams, are they not? In the end we all decay and rot Still I wish to live outside This hollowed head of mine Did I exist if I was only ever thoughts? Time is fleeting, seasons change I’m a fool, but still I pray For my own flesh and bone for one day
2.
Kleptomaniacrow Following me wherever I go Hoping I’ll drop something so He can add to his collection He likes the shiniest things Dangling trinkets Coins and beads Offered up some crumbs to eat But he didn’t seem interested Kleptomaniacrow Why follow I? I’ve not much stowed away In my pockets today You have an eye on my necklace You start a strange charade, a dance, A’beckon me to follow So like you always do I follow you this time You lead me far away Didn’t take you for a tour guide You and I, parading by, Deep into the wood Oh Kleptomaniacrow Leading me somewhere I don’t know And to my horror you led Me to a body at rest and There I stood shocked by your side For to my surprise the body was mine Did that mean I was a ghost? I don’t remember dying And as I stood there crying Over my own lifeless body You felt the time was right to snatch The locket you'd been eyeing To my demise I realized too late And with the pull The corpse had disappeared And off you flew holding my soul “Finders Keepers" Written in chicken scratch On my tombstone Nice touch, thanks for that Guess that grim reaper Knew I’d never grow old Awful funny sendin’ birds to do your work though “Finders Keepers" Well you finally have my soul But little do you know That necklace is That necklace is “Finders Keepers" Written in chicken scratch On my tombstone Gonna pay for that Couldn't know better Who knew death would come With feathers Who knew he'd send a greedy beak A’peckin at my feet, oh “Finders Keepers" Well you finally have my soul But, word to your crow, though That necklace is fools gold
3.
I must be a sheep in wolf’s clothing I wanna be mean Haven’t found my growl If you follow me I wont know what to do Planned on following you Planned on following you I’ll blow your house down If that’s what all the other wolves do And I try I try I try I try I try To fake my way To become brave To howl at the moon To be just like you I think I’m a sheep in wolf’s clothing Only thought I think I’ve thought for myself One day my whole brain had fallen out of my pocket Now it collects dust on a shelf I’ll blow your house down If that’s what all the other wolves do And I try I try I try I try I try To prove my place To change my face To do what you do I’ll blow your house down If that’s what all the other wolves do And I lie I lie I lie I lie awake at night Counting all my old friends as I try to fall asleep Forgot what they, what they, what they, what they look like I hope that they have not forgotten me
4.
When you’re gone I feel alone again The voices cannot hold my hand They keep me company at very best Distract me from my loneliness Maybe I’m just an anomaly Even my demons have their families Truly something must be wrong with me To need you as much as I do I was never meant to win I was never meant to win I was never meant to win Shut up! Here’s the reigns Take ahold of me Please don’t let me go You do the talking Sew up my mouth if I can’t keep it closed There’s a dog barking right around the block And a big ol’ whistle blow Run for it I’ll keep em occupied for you Cause I love you, I love you so Left me hangin at the station But you’ll be back for me soon I’m ‘bout to die Yet the only thing i find i'm worried about is you Something tells me you aren’t coming Guess that I’m truly doomed I’m 'bout to die Yet the only thing I find I’m worried about is you I’m 'bout to die Yet the thing on my mind seems to nearly be nothing but you I overhear your brain when it’s close to mine Oh, I know that we’re not the same My heart’s on the line I’m just a pawn in your game Not your partner in crime And you’re slowly killing me Taking your time You’re slowly killing me Taking your time You’re slowly killing me Taking your- (I was never meant to win) You’re slowly killing me Taking your- (I was never meant to win) You’re slowly killing me And yet I don’t mind (You were never meant to win) You’re slowly killing me But please take your time
5.
Cryptid 05:04
Nice to meet you I’m a cryptid I don’t scare off many children They just laugh it makes me livid I’m not scary Like I should be Play with dolls when No one’s looking Dad is Bigfoot Mom is Nessie Can’t just say “I tried my best,” see They're expecting so much more I Couldn’t care less, but I still try I’ll go hairless Grow some more eyes Nice to meet you Nice to meet you They see right through me Can I blame them? Till I scare ‘em, I stay nameless Movies set the bar too high I need a win before I die I can’t begin to want to try Yet I still do Nice to meet you Nice to meet you Nice to meet you At the naming ceremony Everyone else, their lives were all forming But maybe I’ll earn it At the naming ceremony (I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m…) What if my parents loathe me? Disown me? (Who am I? Oh, who do I think I am? Think I am?) If I don't earn it At the naming ceremony (I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m…) Should've been gifted, should've been perfect (What’s my name?) But I couldn't even learn it At the naming ceremony Nobody told me congratulations I didn’t earn it I don’t deserve it Nice to meet you I’m a cryptid Chose my own name Now I’m Mildred It’s no “Mothman” “Chupacabra” But it’s mine and I deserve it It’s my name and I deserve it It's my own and I deserve it
6.
Met you at the cemetery We caught frogs and moths and beetles We discussed our deepest fears Yours are ghosts, mine is people If I had a heart it’d beat right out my chest Right now I think I Have something to tell you Just promise me one thing I have something to tell you Promise you won't scream But would you be my friend If I told you that I died years ago? Would you be my friend if I never told a lie? Some things hard to hear though Would it be better if we didn’t? If you never knew the truth of my existence? Would you ever be friends with a ghost? Saw you sitting on a gravestone Crossing through on my way home I said “hi” and you looked shocked “Wait, you can see me?" “Ah so it talks!" Catching bugs and chasing toads “They were frogs" "What's the difference?" I said I’m afraid of ghosts You're afraid of our existence Would you be my friend If I told you that I died years ago? Would you be my friend if I Never told a lie? Some things hard to hear though Would it be better if we didn’t? If you never knew the truth of my existence? Would you ever be friends with a ghost? I don't want you to know a single thing about me But I wanna know all there's to know about you I don't want you to know a single thing about me But I wanna know all there's to know about you Met you at the cemetery We caught bugs and frogs and feelings “Wait did i just say that? Sorry!” “Yeah you should be! We caught bugs and toads and feelings!” I would be your friend No matter dead or alive Losing my mind going mad I'll be around Til the day that I die You and I can’t forget Don’t regret what we had Would it be better if we never Met each other, never stayed together? Would you stick around with all that you know? (Nice to meet you Taking your time I think I’m a sheep in wolf’s clothing Time is fleeting Knew I’d never grow old Seasons change) I don't want you to know a single thing about me But I wanna know all there's to know about you I don't want you to know a single thing about me But I wanna know all there's to know about you

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released October 27, 2023

written and composed by madilyn mei
produced and mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by kris putter

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